Hello beautiful people!

I wish I had a proper excuse for not posting lately but I don't because all I've been doing is laying in bed all day and gaining weight. Standard. So It's the last day of holidays and I kind of want to kill myself because I have to go back to waking up at 6am everyday and facing annoying ass bitches at school. Not to mention we're starting ballroom with our brother school this semester which makes me want to bathe in gasoline and jump into a burning fire but oH WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In between doing absolutely nothing, I sorted out my closet (well, half of it) and baked! I tried to colour coordinate some of my clothes and it didn't quite work out but.. I tried.

I think I'm just going to leave this stuff to my mother. But it hasn't been that neat in a while so it just distracts me from the left and right sides of my closet that aren't so.. neat. Life's hard.

I made chocolate chip cupcakes today and thankfully it wasn't a disaster so maybe my culinary back up plan is still possible.. cough.

Yeah um my icing/frosting skills aren't top notch but they taste good remember it's the inside that counts <333333333

I know this post is really lacking the interesting factor but I just felt like I needed to post SOMETHING because it's been a week since my last one and yeah none of you care but FORGIVE ME

Anyway I finally ordered this dress from Lipsy that I've wanted for ages and oh my gosh I'm so excited you guys don't even understand AND I got it just before it went out of stock thank the freaking lord

Wanna see it?!

I'm in love with it! I'm definitely going to go to Lipsy for my social dress and all that. If we even have one, that is. Stupid people in my stupid year level. Poo.

Okay anyway I can't be bothered anymore and I'm pretty sure I made a lot of mistakes in this post so half of it probably doesn't even make sense but yeah I need to go prepare for hell tomorrow BYE

k x

Hey guys!

So I just wanted to introduce to you all something called The Butterfly Project (if you haven't heard of it already), and basically it's a form of motivation and support for those who self harm to stop doing so.

The rules/info are:

1. Take a marker or pen and draw a butterfly on the place of self harm - usually the inside of the wrist/arm - and name it after a loved one or someone who really wants you to get better.
2. You must let the butterfly fade naturally.
3. If you cut before it's faded, you will kill it. If you don't, it lives.
4. If you do cut before it goes away, wash it off and start again.

I think it's a great idea and I've already drawn one on myself to show my support because I have too many friends that self harm and I really think that something like this can help them to stop. If you know anyone who self harms, I really suggest and hope you introduce this project to them as well. 

On that note, I'm ALWAYS free and willing to listen if anyone needs advice, even if we don't know each other! I don't just say these things to be polite, I want to help in any way I can because everyone deserves love and support. So PLEASE don't hesitate to come to me! Drop a comment, anon or not, with your Twitter/Facebook/Tumblr/whatever, and I'll follow/add you and you can DM me. No one will see it except me because all of the comments on here have to be approved by me before they're posted.

Stay strong!

(Excuse my face! And how shitty the butterfly looks. It's not even in the middle. SIGH.)

k x

It's currently 3:30am and I've just spent the last 3 & 1/2 hours watching and re-watching Jack & Finn Harries' videos. And that's saying something because there aren't THAT many.

I've quickly and deeply fallen in love with them and I almost cried because my heart was going into overdrive and I FFREAKIGN CALL DIBS ON FINN BUT I LOVE JACK SO MUCH AS WELL OH MY GOD IT WAS LITERALLY LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT WITH BOTH OF THEM I JUST SERIOUSLY CAN'T EVEN DEAL WITH MYSELF RIGTH NWO HWHY DO I PUT MYSELF IN THESE SITUATIONS WEHRE I FALL IN LOVE WITH 19 YEAR OLD BOYS FROM ACROSS THE FREAKIGNG LOBE LIKE UGH OKYAY I'M HOPELESLLY AND LITERALLY IN LVOE WITH JACK ADN FINN HARRIES NO ONE CAN HAVE THEM THE END BYE

In the words of Sugarscape.. hello sherbet-lemons! Their greetings are almost as weird as mine.

So today was best friend day because I was finally reunited with my two slaves aka Molly & Sandy. Sandy & I started the day by watching Ted! Not the most appropriate movie but it gave us the chance to be big girls and use our ID's for the first time.. ever.

Exciting stuff.

It's a pretty funny movie, as expected, but it's not a movie I'd watch again to be honest. But it was quality time with Sandy (because Molly wasn't too keen on seeing it, BOOOOOO!) and we always have a laugh, no matter what we're doing or watching. Literally.

After the movie finished and we'd eaten and caught up, the three of us went around to shop in the city.. more like Molly shopped, Sandy became a public nuisance and I was just there laughing. Which is the usual occurrence. 

When we were in Sportsgirl, they had a whole 3D theme going on and there was this stand with free 3D glasses - the old school ones with the red & blue cellophane lenses. And guess who got a little overexcited and wore them throughout the whole shop, knocking into people and earning weird looks?

I know. Sometimes I ask myself why I'm friends with her, too.

After our little shopping trip, we went on our way to go have crepes! But not before Molly made good on her end of our bet, which she lost. So she bought me..

MACAROOOOONS!!! I FLIPPIN LOVE MACAROONS. And these caramel & pistachio ones just made me love em more. God bless the French.

(The keys to my heart are macaroons, vanilla coke and bows.)

We had a very French day today actually! We went to this cute little creperie in Fitzroy called Breizoz and it was fucking amazeballs. I loved the vibe of it and I really wish I took photos of the place but I'm definitely coming back so not to worry! The lighting was dim and it was so cosy and nice and the couple near us playing Scrabble just made the feel of it even more homely and cute. 

I ordered the chocolate, fresh strawberries and almond crepe at a pricey $12.50 but it was worth every penny! Aren't French desserts just so freaking awesome?

It was such a funny, relaxing day and exactly what I needed after two weeks of isolation. I've missed the real world. And proper macaroons, not my shitty, shameful homemade ones. Never a boring day with M & S.

I did my nails yesterday because the weather is putting a bloody damper on my mood and I needed some form of summer to block out winter, so here are my mismatched pink & blue nails.. :)

I seriously think I should get an award for being able to paint my nails neatly. It frustrates me to no end when I see pictures of girls' nails and it's messy and all over their cuticles and that like aRE YOU EVEN TRYING

Anyway, so it was the Wimbledon Men's Finals yesterday and Federer was playing against Murray. We all know who I wanted to win. We all knew who was going to win. We all know who won.

Despite the rain delay and everything, it was a great match and Murray played really well, taking the first set.. *narrows eyes*.. haha. I have a lot of respect for Andy though and I've always liked him, even more so when he was being interviewed and he was trying not to cry omfg it broke my heart! And then everyone else started crying and it was just sad ok omg

But at the end of the day, Fed, MY FAVOURITE PLAYER OF ALL TIME, won his 7th Wimbledon title, 17th Grand Slam and took back his place as 1st seed. WHERE HE BELONGS. It was just the cherry on top of the cake after Spain's win at the Euro Cup so I'm a happy chap!!

AND MITCHELL THOMPSON IS NOW IN MELBOURNE SO HAPPY FUCKING DAYS!

k x

More questions! Yay! I hope I'm not boring you guys too much with this stuff but I thought it'd be nice to let you get to know me a little better..

• Blue: What song do you listen to when you're feeling down?
• I listen to a few.. it depends. All the songs from UAN. Obvs.,10 Feet Tall - Claude Kelly, Beautiful - Christina Aguilera (standard!), Teenage Dream - Katy Perry (I have a really special spot for this song.. maybe I'll explain one day) and recently, Wings - Little Mix!
• Cup: Do you drink Tea or Coffee?
• Both. Coffee more and just any time, tea for when it's really cold and I'm sick.
• Dopey: Tell us an embarrassing story.
• omfg okay when I was little like I can't remember how old but before I was 10, I couldn't go down escalators by myself like I had to hold someone's hand while going down because THAT SHIT WAS SCARY BACK THEN MAN and so I was going down one with my sister but being the bitch she is she went down without me so I had one foot on one of the escalator steps and the other just kept moving down as the escalator went so basically I was on the verge of crying and doing the splits and yelling out at my sister so this old man had to hold my hand and help me stand properly and go down the damn escalator the end I hate my sister
• English: How many languages can you speak?
• Two. But let's be honest here, my Vietnamese sucks absolute shit so FLUENTLY, only one, really. And my dad was meant to send me to French classes last year but that never happened however hopefully it will soon and I'll be able to speak 2 & 1/2 languages. That made no sense but y'know.
• Fear: Tell us three fears.
• Heights, dying, spiders.
• Game: What was the last board game you played?
• Pictionary
• Harry Potter: What was the last book you read?
• omfg 50 Shades of Grey
• Injury: Have you ever walked into a glass door?
• WHO HASN'T OK
• Jump: Do five jumping jacks/star jump.
• What the heck nO
• Kiss: Who's your biggest celebrity crush?
• Like apart from the boys, my biggest girl crush is Jade Thirlwall BUT I THINK Y'ALL KNOW THAT and my biggest guy one is like, at the moment, Andrew Garfield oh my god
• Love: Do you believe in marriage?
• Yes
• Money: What would you do with 1 million dollars?
• Buy 1D omfg is that even enough
• Naughty: Tell us three things that your parents disapprove of?
• Having a boyfriend at this age, long engagements, not going to Uni.
• Oops: What is one thing you'd like to change/fix?
• MY FACE OR MY HEIGHT
• Picture: Post a pic of your lovely face.
• You can have an old one of Sandy & I pulling faces instead because my face isn't lovely
  
  
• Quality: Name three of your favourite blogs.
• I don't really have any tbh
• Rapunzel: Name three Disney movies that you adore.
• Tangled, Up, The Little Mermaid & all of the Toy Story movies THAT'S NOT 3 BUT IDC K
• Star-sign: When's your birthday?
• 4th September :)
• Teacher: What do you aspire to be?
• A vet working alongside Dr Chris Brown aka Bondi Vet but that's a little ambitious so let's just say 1D's groupie
• Unite: Do you sponsor a cause?
• I HAVE NO MONEY
• Varsity: Do you play/watch sport?
• I used to play tennis until my dad pulled a dick move and made me quit but I watch tennis and soccer.
• Word: Write out your URL in your handwriting
• 
  Yeah.. my handwriting's pretty boring. And super small.
• Xylophone: Do you play an instrument?
• Ugh piano
• Yellow: What's your favourite colour?
• Green + grey
• Zoo: What is your favourite animal?
• THIS IS LIKE ASKING NIALL WHAT HIS FAVOURITE DESSERT IS DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO CHOOSE I LOVE SO MANY

So this is one of those things where a person is meant to send you numbers from a list of questions and you answer the question they gave you but it's a Saturday night, I'm at home with a headache and I'm extremely bored. So.. I'm going to do them all. 84 of em. Now that I type this out I'm regretting it but I CAN'T BACK OUT NOW.

Well, I can, but. Yep. Let's go. I promise to tell the absolute truth.

• 1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
• Okay. Shit. So I read a post about Zerrie (Zayn from 1D, OBVS, and Perrie from Little Mix) and their relationship yesterday, and all this evidence and 'proof' about how it's fake. I followed the blog that posted it and there's a lot of info about them and the other boys, not including Lou & Liam, and their sexual encounters omfg. And I'm just confused because I don't want to believe it but it all clicks and makes sense. But it could all be completely false as well, which is doubtful, so, what? I DON'T KNOW. THIS ANSWER WAS REALLY LONG. I'M SORRY. SHIT.
• 2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
• Niall. LOLjk we're in completely different timezones. My life is a joke. My phone's usually off overnight and I wake up in the afternoon anyway.
• 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
• Absolutely.
• 4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
• Unfortunately not. Past experiences n all that.
• 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
• Watching the Titanic & Wimbledon semi finals on TV with my mama omfg my face was Niagara freaking falls
• 6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
• Elisa or Sandy C. I don't even know. Maybe Sandy N. In the future though because I don't drink right now.
• 7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
• Fuck up the cunt, take his money, break his xbox if he has one and then fly to Paris and have a fling.
  I'M JUST KIDDING. I don't know what I'd do tbh. Punch him in the face, get revenge and then cry, probably.. ha.
• 8: Are you close with your dad?
• Not really, no. I love him but I don't tell him much.
• 9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
• If you mean my laptop screen while looking at a photo of Niall then yes you're right the secret's out
• 10: What are you listening to?
• Nothing.. I'm so much fun!
• 11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
• Damn. Orange juice. I should probably pick water but I don't drink that shit.
• 12. Do you like hickeys?
• THAT'S SOME KINKY ASS SHIT MAN
• 13: What time do you go to bed?
• 11-12 on school days and "stupid o'clock" - a quote by Liam James Payne txt it - on the holidays 
• 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
• Yeah, unfortunately. But that's just life txT IT
• 15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
• No :(
• 16: Do you always answer your texts?
• Usually! Like unless the text is something like "remember to bring the book tomorrow". I'm not one of those people who text back "ok" omfg my sister is though and it is literally so annoying because my ringtone is Kim Possible's and she just sends text after text as if IT'S NOT ANNOYING FOR ME OR ANYTHING okay that's enough bye
• 17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
• Not because he hurt me but because he gave me shit, and still does in a way, afterwards.
• 18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
• Yesterday
• 19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
• Those 5 homos I've lost my social life over
• 20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
• "I'm so fucking tired"
• 21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
• No one enters my castle
• 22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
• Very much so
• 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
• It wasn't really four months ago, more three, BUT GOD YES DO YOU KNOW WHY BECAUSE IT WAS APRIL AND I SAW MY BOYS IN THE FLESH AND HEARD THEM AND I JUST I CAN'T RIGHT NOW
• 24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
• Yeah but I'm not heart-breakingly upset about it or anything. It is what it is. I'm the next Zayn Malik tbh
• 25: In the past week, have you cried?
• I literally cry all the time do you even understand omfg my tear ducts need to be removed
• 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
• Dark blue :)
• 27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
• No because Nguyen's too damn common
• 28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
• I think so. I don't really care because they're being an immature little twat, SO.
• 29: Do you have a best friend?
• I'm very lucky to have two!
• 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
• A little, yeah.
• 31: Who was your last call from?
• idunno. I got a missed call from a private number this morning. But not really because I was kinda staring at my screen for a second since it woke me up and as soon as I picked up they hung up because I left it for too long why is life so hard
• 32: Are you mad at anyone?
• More annoyed and disappointed, I guess. Boooooooooo.
• 33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
• Nop
• 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
• omg but why are there so many questions about this person wHO CARES THEY'RE GOING TO BE 16 OK jesus christ
• 35: How many more days until your birthday?
• 2 months I ain't countin the days
• 36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
• BALI
• 37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
• Yeah but not as much anymore, now that I think about it. Just grown apart.
• 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
• Everyone has secrets they tell absolutely no one.
• 39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
• ..This is so weird omfg because I answered the previous question without looking at this one but yeah I do my middle name is Mysterious tbh but not really
• 40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
• Yes
• 41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
• Let's just say if I was 17 I would not bang a 32 year old this is no way an indirect statement about Harry Edward Styles
• 42: Are you available?
• No
• 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
• Are you mocking me I haven't graduated yet
• 44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
• Idunno. A nose or belly.
• 45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
• Yeah
• 46: Do you regret anything?
• Lots of things LOTS OF THINGSSSSSSSSS
• 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
• I need a smoothie
• 48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
• Quite a few
• 49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
• Stop okay I don't think Niall would appreciate this question at all
• 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
• BECAUSE HE'S AN 18 YEAR OLD INTERNATIONALLY FAMOUS POP STAR LIFE IS JUST REALLY FUCKING DIFFICULT OKAY
• 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
• Nope
• 52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
• No I do NOT
• 53: What was the last thing you ate?
• Mango yoghurt
• 54: Did you get any compliments today?
• The best one was probably "you're not dumb" from Natasha <3 omfg
• 55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
• BALI I THINK
• 56: Do you own anything from other countries?
• Yeah like Thailand and Vietnam
• 57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
• Girls
• 58: Where have you lived most of your life?
• STRAYA CUNT but seriously Melbourne
• 59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
• Apart from when we went to school camp in March or something, I think January, when I went to Safety Beach..
• 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
• yes omfg
• 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
• OMFG SO THAT'S WHAT YOU CALL IT oh my god no I haven't BUT I PLAN TO ONE DAY
• 62: Who do you text the most?
• Like Molly or my sister
• 63: What was the last movie you saw?
• omfg this is so embarrassing Wild Child because yeah BUT I'M SEEING TED ON MONDAY SO LET'S JUST GO WITH THAT
• 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
• I'm not in a relationship
• 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010?
• One
• 66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
• By like one month omg I do not approve of these questions
• 67: Do you curse around your parents?
• Yeah like shit because I'm a true badass tbh
• 68: Are you happy with where you live?
• Not anymore. I want to move.
• 69: Do you collect anything?
• omfg okay this is going to sound so weird and OCD but whenever I go shopping I keep the shopping bags like for example from Bardot or something I fold them up and put them in my bedside drawer especially for shopping bags I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO IT OKAY I JUST DO
• 70: What’s your favourite colour?
• Green & grey
• 71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone?
• Nope
• 72: Has anyone ever cheated on you?
• No ugh I don't know what would happen to me emotionally if it did tbh
• 73: What are your plans for tomorrow?
• Sleep and idk
• 74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one?
• Yeah my grandma of a sister who's 26
• 75: Does your last ex have a job?
• I DON'T KNOW I DON'T CARE
• 76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship?
• Nothing I don't care omfg
• 77: Where is your cellphone?
• Next to me
• 78: What colour is your cellphone?
• Black
• 79: What did you dream of last night?
• All I remember is I went to the kitchen and there was heaps of different fruit because I love fruit and there was nectarines and I was REALLY happy because they're not in season atm and yeah omg
• 80: Are you atheist?
• Nope
• 81: Will you change your name when you get married?
• Yes
• 82: Are you ready for autumn weather?
• Already had it and it was beautiful because it was warm enough to make the boys take their fucking tops off and go out on a boat
• 83: Have you had any big storms recently?
• We had an earthquake which was pretty cool
• 84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
• PJ shorts

Damn! Is that it? I need to find more of these.

k x