Victoire

Hello loves!

How are we all doing? I'm quite tired and my energy levels are just flat because I only got about 7 hours of sleep altogether and I have absolutely nothing to do. 

I was, stupidly, up until 2am last night even though I was planning to wake up only 2 hours later for the Euro Cup final. I ended up wanting to kill myself at 4am. But European soccer means dedication and dedication means getting up at ungodly hours of the morning just for the damn sport. AND BOY WAS IT WORTH IT.

I was having cheeky little doze offs at first because I was so fucking knackered but then at around 5:30, my mum came out to help papa N get ready for work and was like "hello, dear!" and I thought I was hallucinating and got scared so I stopped sleeping. Ha.

I'm only going to say this once, so savour it. It probably would've been a more exciting match if Germany played against Spain.

THERE. I SAID IT. I'M NOT SAYING IT AGAIN.

But it was a good match nevertheless because Spain dominated and won by 4 freakin goals to neil! Just what I wanted and expected. THEY WERE GOING TO WIN ALL ALONG, OK.

Balotelli's exit was absolutely hilarious omfg, when he was walking off the field, I think someone tried to like console him but he literally pushed them away like "fuck off, bitch" and I just laughed for about 58 hours.

Then some of the Spanish player's children came onto the field and it was just the EPITOME OF ADORABLE. OH MY GOD. My heart was crying and I just couldn't I can't

Okay I'm sorry for drowning you all in those photos but they're way too precious not to share.

I'm not going to talk about how today was the last day of the UAN tour because that's a very sensitive subject right now and I'm a mess and I just can't deal with that.

BUT EVERYONE WAS CRYING AND NIALL WAS CRYING AND LIAM WAS CRYING AND LOUIS WAS CRYING AND HARRY WAS CRYING AND ZAYN OH MY LORD ZAYN WAS CRYING AND THEY WERE HUGGING AND I JUST UGH

I will post one picture though but only one because that's all my heart can take at the moment

LOOK AT THEM!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH JUST I CAN'T LARRY STOP

I will add, however, that I didn't feel as left out as I usually would be. I couldn't experience an UAN concert myself but I've got the DVD and I've seen as many Youtube videos as humanly possible. And obviously the fact that I was literally close as fuck to the boys at the Logies when I saw them on the red carpet overrides absolutely anything and everything. Just being able to see them in person has made my entire life.

I'm completely aware that they've taken over every aspect of my life. Shut up.

k x