à peine à survivre

HELLO DEARIES! I'M BACK!

I'm sorry this GIF came out so horribly. But I know you'll enjoy it anyway because seriously, look at it.

I've missed having free time. Oh. so. much. As you can tell, things have been quite hectic with school and such.. I'm not even kidding. All that studying for my maths test (6 FREAKING HOURS!) was a huge waste in the end  though because I'm 98% sure I failed. I'm not exaggerating either. I will gladly accept the award for 'Worst Asian Ever'.

The next two weeks are going to be crazy busy because our teachers seem to really like giving us tests and assignments that are due the week before our exams, and exams itself! Guess how many of them I have? Go on. Guess. NO. YOU WERE WRONG.

Unless you guessed 7.

Mid years suck. Year 10 sucks. SCHOOL SUCKS. I'll probably go make good on that whole running away with the circus thing.

So I am super fucking sore because we did a team beep test in PE yesterday and got up to level 21. It was probably the most amount of exercise I've done in idk about FOREVER

I'm quite tired of talking and thinking about school so I'm pretty damn relieved that it's the weekend. We're another week closer to holidays! WE CAN DO DIS. JUST.. 5 MORE TO GO. Motivation motivation motivation!!

Anyway, I probably should've started the post by asking this instead of complaining about school but how is everyone?! I hope y'all aren't as stressed as I am.

In the midst of all this academical craziness, the boys have returned to the US and started their tour. *sniff* Not to mention all of the stupid rumours that have been circulating.. like Harry punching a pap. I think we all know our precious little H hasn't punched anyone as his lack of masculinity does not allow him to do anything besides fail at hiding his love for Lou. Aw Haz. 

Larry Stylinson WILL BE THE REASON FOR MY DEATH

Anyweh, I've had this saved in one of my folders for ages and now I have a place to share it with.

I want, no, NEED this shirt.

I CALL DIBS!

It's such a geeky thing to want but I love it!

I'm trying to think of interesting things that have happened this past week but there has literally been nothing because my entire life has been swallowed by school ugh

Oh my god this is pathetic but the weather in Melbourne lately has been yuck. I absolutely hate cold weather but I hate rain even more. LONDON HAS BETTER WEATHER THAN US RIGHT NOW! LONDON!!!!!

Oh! I changed up my whiteboard (on my bedroom door).. positivity +1!

Let's just take a moment to appreciate the quality of this photo. I love you, camera.

My handwriting looks nothing like that so don't be fooled! Ha. And ignore whatever is written on the border. I got the whiteboard in primary school, okay. Shut up. That little girl stick figure has been there since like 2007 or something and I have no idea why I never rubbed it off. And that OTT "I <3 Uyen" in the corner was done by my sister's boyfriend AKA my future brother in law, or as I call him, Louie. I don't love my sister that much. Please.

Okay this post is full of clutter and I'm talking about all sorts of random things but I need to let this out in case I like suddenly stop posting one day, so you have an idea of what's happened to me.

I'm about to sound either really stupid or really insane.. or a mix of both. But anyway.

Lately I've had this really haunting feeling while I'm at home, typically at nighttime but even more so in the morning. Now mind you I'm out of the house by 7 to start up the car and open the gate and stuff, and it's still quite dark (on bad days). I just feel like there's always someone watching me or there's a spirit or something lingering nearby/standing behind me. It's actually super creepy and I'm not joking in the slightest.

I have no idea where this stemmed from because it's not like I've been watching anything scary lately. (On that note, I really want to watch Woman in Black omfg. But I don't think it's going to help my situation so.. cry.)

I'm becoming more and more paranoid because of this and I literally want to bring a priest into my house to bless it n whatever.. y'know. Just in case.

My god. I sound so fucking bonkers right now, don't I?

I'm definitely going to church tomorrow.

Okay I'm going to stop talking about that now because I don't want to creep you guys out and continue to make myself sound like an idiot...

As usual, I want to end this on a good note, not with my freaky spiritual problems.. so here's a little promotion!

11:11 Apparel (what an awesome name, seriously) is quite similar to Jawbreaking - that other online shop I promoted a while ago - but has really unique designs, in my eyes anyway, and the messages on some of their tees are really.. uplifting? Like 'create your own destiny' and all that jazz. I love those kind of things and I hope some of you do too! They're a little more expensive because they're printed on American Apparel though but I mean, it's some good quality shit.

Anyway, here are a few that I really like:

I personally prefer Jawbreaking but some of you may really like 11:11's clothing so.. there ya go! Happy shopping! Or just browsing, if you're broke like I am.

Either way, you get to look at some nice stuff. You're welcome.

I need to find other things to promote properly because you're all probably a little sick of this stuff. Suggestions are welcome! Please! I'm desperate for something to blog about other than my boring life!

Anyway here's a picture to finish the post that is BOUND to make your day. I'm having Harry feels tonight.

This boy was and STILL IS so fucking blessed in the looks department. Fucking Harry Styles.

k x